Lol . Guess he also won't be coming to read this blog until maybe a month ltr or even longer bahs. 

Just came back from his clan chalet. Wasn't that happy. I realise i really cant fit in to his world. Is time for me to change my habits and dressings and temper . 

This week had been a few quarrels with him and was quite disappointed .

The more he explain , the more things i am thinking and doubting. I would rather he keep quiet sometimes. 

I was really thinking am i not good enough for him to say yes to my request. 

My greatest wish is me and him getting a tattoo with each other names 

but i think that won't happen becos i never had a dream come true.