Afresh

Okay, back to blogging.
I am back on my feet now.
Finally get over him already.
What leftover is just guilt & regret.
Sadness? Maybe is over. I don't know.
My plan to retake O level is determined and now i already started preparing.
Is quite tired and fustrating as i already left school for long
and when there is problems nobody help me too. =.=
Now had been working as Admin for like 2 month plus
and this 2 month i realised that if i had a proper lifestyle i can be
as happy even without money.
Because of money i lost something that is important to me
which i can never have it back.
Now everyday started to jog with dog , spend time with family.
Simple life can be so great.
Back to gaming too. Well for sure i will control .
Dont want to stuck at this level already.
Want to go even higher and keep upgrading myself.
I promise myself i would give my mum a good life.
Focusing on work and future is my main purpose now.
Relationship ? give me a break for a while.
Hurt once is enough.

Why am i still so useless as ever?
Till now i still cant bear to let go of this relationship.
Falling in love takes 1 day and forgetting someone takes a lifetime.
The wound is still as fresh as the first day we broke up,
is still as painful as ever.
When will it going to be heal?
Is it too late for everything now ?